Saturday, February 18, 2012 7:00 AM
Happy Valentine 2012-My 1st NOT lonely valentine:)
let see i think i got alot of things to update.
1-i think should be christmas 2011,it passed so long haha too many thing come one following by another,we had this gift exchange that jacelyn mum brought etude facial cleanser for me i doubt that jacelyn did mention how much i love beauty stuff anyway x'mas exchange with jacelyn too when she give rabbit and a x'mas card make by herself super interested with the wax seal :) but didn't really manage to brought as i might not be using it soon or later-_-'
2-of course it's chinese new year this year manage to drag baby home:) everyone is pleased with him as he was quietly sitting at the side i was playing majong with my cousin and grandpa haha i think i lost few rm only,and i got alot of red packet that i might get in my whole life,i'm still not use to getting flavour from others out of no where...and my parent went to batam on new year too...april went home too...
3-went to ipoh with baby as promise,didn't really speak much with his mum as i really don't know how to speak cantonese-_-i'm hainanese okay i manage to understand what talking them very smart already!!! i love travel on the bus,i feel that this trip make him more manly at least i seen the side that i didn't could caught a look back here, first day we sleep till noon and drunk to sleep the whole night till the next afternoon then baby bring me out with motorbike which i really enjoy haha even thought it tanned my skin abit,we even went to temple which was in the mountain this is kind of scene that you won't see in singapore,even thought the afternoon is so hot that make the wall burning felt like a vampire hidding nowhere.but i love the big big bun that have xiang chang mushroom in it:) except for eating is still eating,baby even teach me chess :)then we brought his mum back with us as she stay with his sister...
4-then back to my original working day,valentine day this year baby really make an effort i could see from the pizza feeling so touched as well as the flower which was placed in my room now blooming with natural smell as i take good care of them,and not to forget my balloon:) i didn't really did much except behaving very well on our ipoh trip,i really love him and i'm sincerely serious,i'm so used to him next to me that i won't want to let go...really i LOVE him LOVE him so much!!!
5- april went back to taipei to study again,this time i didn't manage to send her but i won't be able to take care of her forever right even her parent think that it was my responsible-_-she seem fine with her boyfriend anyway i hate it when i see their mushy message it just irritated me since we are childhood sister,is not that my baby didn't said those words,we even did it with all kinds of animal language only we know haha but i really HATE him!!! i mean her boyfriend of course and i know that there must be someone to take care of her so what can i complain,i can't take care of her for life no matter what! just that i feel being betray like again like few of my friend did actually betray is not the correct words but is the same feeling just that we didn't contact and when we do they will blame me for not doing so?so in conclusion is that if we didn't meet is that mean i'm not important in your life?so our bonding is so fragile!!!I HATE THEM kidding,actually i don't they teach me some things and i'm pleased to meet them as i already surrender that no matter who i met it will be the same ending and why should we regret it's already pasts...i only looking forward future to meet someone who stay forever with me till the end.i let go because i care but not one understand it might because i protecting myself from being hurt but in no matter way is good for one another..perhaps as long we are both happy it should be a bliss,thank you very much god,your sincerely shenice:)